Dissatisfaction

I'm having one of those moments where I can't figure out how to word what I want to say.

The only word I can think of is dissatisfaction. Not with life (life is all right), but with specific things. Things that seem unrealizable at this point. Like certain conversations that I wish would happen.

It gets to the point where I end up having them in my dreams instead, and then I wake up and realize that it was just a hypothetical conversation in a dream. Realize that reality isn't the way I dreamed it to be.

Then again, if reality was the way I dreamed it to be, I'd be failing an exam for a class I never took on a perpetually sinking cruise ship right now. So I'm glad that's not the case.