randoms

- I feel like there must've been something magical in the air at Camp Jitterbug, cause one week later now and I already feel like I'm 10x suckier at social dancing again. not that I was that great up there, but at least I felt more comfortable dancing with random people on a regular basis. one bad dance last night was enough to kill my mood for the rest of the night. I need to work on communication... and dealing with fast/odd tempo music.

It's really hard to dance with a follow that knows how to... well, follow, because it becomes pretty apparent to them when you're not leading them well. and then they start telling you what you're doing wrong midway through the song, which is helpful, but at the same time kind of humiliating if you aren't intentionally having a practice session to begin with. sigh.

- A question I get asked sometimes: "Were any of your classes useful for your job?"
I guess the stuff that I found most applicable to what I'm dealing with now would be... (listed by Berkeley class)

- cs61b/data structures. it's kind of assumed that you know them off the bat anyway.
- cs61c/machine structures. mainly because I work with C, and memory management tends to be a big deal when it comes to routers. have even looked at assembly a few times via gdb.
- cs162/operating systems. considering I work in the network operating systems group, of all places. I was kinda surprised to see random topics from this class come up in varying ways at work.
- ee122/networks. so I didn't actually take this course, but in retrospect since I work on routers now, it would've been REALLY HELPFUL. although I've been able to pick up things somewhat on the job.

Honestly, though, most of the stuff that I needed for my job now, I wound up learning on the job... which I figure is typical for most jobs. I felt pretty useless the first month, and 10 months later I still feel like I barely know anything about the product I'm working on. I mean, I guess I can configure quality of service on a Cisco router now, but then again I have no idea what the heck is actually happening when I'm configuring it most of the time, and this is after staring at the source code for 10 months. -___-

- While reading C.S. Lewis's "Transposition" essay the other day, the only thing I could think about was linear algebra. Particularly when he started describing transpositions between "richer" and "poorer" systems as what pretty much was a many-to-one function. and so on.

To be honest, I'm not sure how much I like his writing - half the time it feels like he's using straw man arguments - but he has interesting insight sometimes.

- Sometimes I feel overwhelmed by the thought of how little time there is to do anything. I find it hard to believe it's June already. I feel like I graduated last month. Oh wait.

- Those moments where you have people you want to see but nothing to say to them.