Rain

So I was walking home last night in the rain, and I started thinking about how whenever I have an umbrella open I don't notice anything. I think I've almost smacked several people in the face with my open umbrella while walking cause I tend to point my umbrella in the direction the wind is coming from, which for some odd reason always happens to be in front of me. In other words, I can't see where I'm going cause my umbrella is in my face.

And then it occurred to me again that I have this tendency to randomly sing worship songs while I'm walking, except I don't realize that I'm singing a worship song until halfway into it. For some reason I don't really notice the lyrics even as I'm saying them; the melody itself kinda blocks everything else out of my head. I guess worship songs sound nice when you're walking through torrential weather.

At that point I tried to stop thinking while walking and just let my body "flow"... or whatever, but I couldn't stop myself from thinking. It's like something I can't help but do. And so my mind wandered again. I kinda forgot the rest of what I thought, except for a moment I remember thinking that I should blog this so I don't forget the thoughts that I just forgot. And that sentence was confusing.

I am craving Starcraft and Planescape: Torment right now. Sigh.