Mutually Condensed.

sometimes I don't know what I feel
I want to hear things that I don't hear, feel things that I can't feel, see things that I know don't exist
and it pisses me off to no end.
why is it so difficult to talk when you want to talk? you think it'd be easy, but it's not.
you wish people would respond, you wish you would respond but you can't.
you wish you could transcend the social barrier and cast open the gates to your heart but you can't
because you wish you had the attention of the person sitting next to you
yes, that one. the person sitting alone and introverted off towards the distance
try waving your hand in his face, and he doesn't notice a thing
he's too busy staring at the air between you and the other guy on his right
because, like you, he feels uncomfortable and doesn't know how to respond.